100 Million Yuan Wife - chapter-720
It had been over twenty years…
Back then, she only told the old butler that the children belonged to
Ruyu. This was the first time she completely said what had happened. She
felt relieved, but her heart felt heavier.
Su Ruhua looked at Su Ruyu, who was covering her eyes, and felt her heart
wrench. She could not help but hug Ruyu and said, “Xiaoyu, I’m sorry.
I am really sorry…”
Ruyu never cried.
Even though Ruyu thought that her children had died back then and how Mo
Shitian and she betrayed her, she never cried. She had never seen Su Ruyu
cry since young.
Su Ruyu felt her body stiffen, and her mind seemed to be in a daze. She
was knocked out cold and seemed to be floating on the water without any
direction. Tears flowed…
Back then, she deeply loved Mo Shitian, her family, and her elder sister,
but they delivered a fatal blow to her. When she was lost, helpless, and
filled with hatred, nobody helped her but instead pushed her further
With the truth now in the open, why was she crying?
Was it because of their sisterhood across all these years, the elation
that Mo Shitian did not betray her, or the indignation from never being
called ‘mother’ by her children? Su Ruyu was no longer certain.
Even more tears fell down Su Ruhua’s face because she was ashamed to
face up to them.
“Xiaoyu, do whatever you want. Your elder sister has nothing more to
say. I just hope that you will feel better.” Su Ruhua’s purple eyes
were in tears. All these years, she would only shed tears of regret when
she was alone.
One wrong thought and a series of mistakes led to the irrecoverable
situation that she did not know how to redeem. Ruyu did not die, was
unwilling to forgive her, and she even had no face to visit her parents.
That was why she was adrift for so many years and never wanted to return
Who else could understand the bitterness and pain in her heart? But Su
Ruhua knew that this was her own undoing that she had to bear
responsibility for. As for Ruyu…
Su Ruyu wiped her tears and pushed Su Ruhua away. “Don’t you touch
“Why didn’t you tell me all these back then? Why? Why didn’t
you?!” The tears on Su Ruyu’s face had yet to dry, and she roared
uncontrollably. “If you had told us all these back then, would all
these have happened? Why didn’t you dare to face me? Since you left,
why didn’t you get as far as you can and simply disappear from me for
good?! Why must I find you? If you wanted to hide all these from me, why
didn’t you run far…”
In her emotional fluctuations, Su Ruyu felt her nose well up and she did
not know what she wanted to say. All her frustrations were lodged at her
When she looked at Su Ruhua who was as sad, she was even angrier, but she
also had a tad of pity and… bitterness.
Back then, she pushed Ruhua…
If she had not pushed her, perhaps she would have delivered prematurely
and the child would not have died.
When Su Ruyu turned around, even more tears fell. Her heart was colder
than anybody else. When she was angry, she would disavow all kinships and
be even more vicious to the point she really wanted to perish with Mo
Shitian. Su Ruyu, however, would never forget the unintentional mistakes
“Xiaoyu, blame your elder sister if you wish. Mo Shitian was in the
dark and couldn’t remember a single thing. Your elder sister’s greed
led to all these mistakes,” Su Ruhua said, almost kneeling before Su
Ruyu and begging for her forgiveness.
Su Ruyu suddenly stood up and wiped away the tears from her eyes. “I
will not forgive you. I will not… Su Ruhua, thanks to you, my family of
four was separated for over twenty years. Thanks to you, I had so many
misunderstandings with Shitian, and he hated me immensely. Thanks to you,
Daddy and Mommy died, and the children… Didn’t you see how they saw
me? They saw me with hatred, with enmity…”
“No, it isn’t…”
“How could it not be? Am I a fool who can’t see this clearly?” Su
Ruyu retorted angrily. “It’s all because of you! I was separated from
my husband and children for almost twenty-seven years, and I never had
the chance to be a mother for a day, nor saw how my children live. I can,
without thinking, imagine the kind of hell they had when they lived with
Mom. Mo Jue’s eyes are the reason why he can never treat those children
well. Su Ruhua, who is ultimately responsible for the pain the four of us
experienced? You want me to forgive you, but how could I, my dear elder
Su Ruhua looked up with tears still falling down her cheeks.
Apologies were meaningless. She knew that Ruyu was telling the truth. She
was the cause of their pain.
Su Ruyu pulled Su Ruhua’s hand that was holding onto her wrist finger
Su Ruyu did not hear anything and turned to walk away. In the garden
outside, everybody waited and could not hear what the sisters were
saying. They could only hear Su Ruyu’s recent roars and Su Ruhua’s
Mo Shitian saw the tears on Su Ruyu’s face and winced. “Ruyu…”
She coldly laughed. ‘F*** you, Mo Shitian! That damned inherited
disease of yours!’ Should she get angry? He could no longer remember
anything and should not be blamed. She asked him, but he said he knew
No, him being in the dark did not add up. While he did not know what he
did with Su Ruhua that day, he should know that he would fall ill when he
drank. However, he did not honestly tell her that back then.
“Master, are you okay?” Eleven, Ye Wei, and the others looked at her
worryingly. They had never seen her like this.
The Mo brothers rushed into the back garden. When Su Ruyu saw their
backs, the tears she held back almost fell… Her children…
They were her children! She should be happy that they were alive. She
really should be! But why did it hurt so much?
Although they were her children, they recognized Su Ruhua as their
mother. The person whom they respected was Su Ruhua. It was only by
gritting her teeth that she kept her tears from falling.
As their mother, she had never spent time with them, and she had also
forgotten what had happened back then. To her, the past twenty-over years
were hollow. In her memories, it was as though she gave birth to them and
they grew up in a flash. Her love for her children never disappeared.
When she thought she had lost her children, she was aggrieved.
The children, however, did not love her.